I’m panicing!!!! Fucking sdhhgcdgvhsdghhgvjkkllpöäjöåöjgddghhjhwassrikbuy!!!!!!!!!!! He thinks I’m going to meet him today. Which I wont. Just texted him that. I am a lousy person.
I have to focus on other things today. Not think about him. Not how terrible I am. I wasn’t going to meet him at the trainstation. I never said that. He missunderstood me. I asked a question and used a not so right smiley. Stupid fucking “;)”. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH